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Friday, November 23, 2007

zindagi

Yun na zindagi se taqraar kiya karo
ye jo ruth jaye, to qaraar kissey hoga?

Sunday, September 30, 2007

Ae zindagi, tujhko kya chahiye, ye bata?

aaj ye tanha zindagi, kuch aisa karna chahti hai,
khud se milakey khud ko, khud hi khuda banna chahti hai!!

kabhi has ke, kabhi rokey, kabhi paakey, kabhi khokey,
kabhi kisi manzil ke paas, kabhi khud se door hokey,
ye khud hi khud ki har hasrat ko poora karna chahti hai,
khud hi har gam ko bhulana, har dard ko adhoora karna chahti hai,

aaj ye tanha zindagi, kuch aisa karna chahti hai,
khud se milakey khud ko, khud hi khuda banna chahti hai!!


har sawaal ke khoye jawaab se sawaal karna chahti hai,
har jawaab dhoondh ke, sawaalon ka hisaab karna chahti hai,
ye khudi hai, khuda hai, par khud se juda hai,
ye khud hi, khuda se insaaf karna chahti hai,

aaj ye tanha zindagi, kuch aisa karna chahti hai,
khud se milakey khud ko, khud hi khuda banna chahti hai!!


dost ki dushmani, raqeeb ki dosti,
har rishtey ke dard ko nasoor karna chahti hai
chahton ke kaanto ko, nafraton ke gulon ko,
khud hi apne gulshan se door karna chahti hai,

aaj ye tanha zindagi, kuch aisa karna chahti hai,
khud se milakey khud ko, khud hi khuda banna chahti hai!!


fursat se furqat ka mazaa lena chahti hai,
nazaaqat se nafrat ko sazaa dena chahti hai,
jo kisi ne diya tha, kisi ne na chaha
dilon se woh dard mita dena chahti hai,

aaj ye tanha zindagi, kuch aisa karna chahti hai,
khud se milakey khud ko, khud hi khuda banna chahti hai!!


mitti ki woh khushbu lauta laana chahti hai,
baarishon ki rimjhim ka mazaa lena chahti hai,
gamon ka woh aanchal, hata dena chahti hai,
khushi se bhi sundar, mazaa dena chahti hai,

aaj ye tanha zindagi, kuch aisa karna chahti hai,
khud se milakey khud ko, khud hi khuda banna chahti hai!!

!!

a day, that never comes
a night, that never ends,
a life, that just goes on and on
a road that never bends!!

Sunday, July 22, 2007

Oh My God!!!

One day, I met him, and he asked me, "What do u want, Vats"? Oh my god, he is standing there, right in front of you, asking for ur wish :O


Ummmmm,mmmm....... after much thought,all I could utter, and that too, barely managed a murmur, "all I want is everything". Uff, he is god, he knows everything, you simply cant hide anything from him. Well, still he asked me something, that shook me, literally woke me, with shock, was what it took me.


He asked me, "can you define any single thing, that would constitute your `everything`?". What??? No, it cant be, you dont expect such stupid questions, that too from god himself!! and you thought that "Mensa's" first member must have been his almighty himself!!


With all the courage I gathered during this thought, and the conviction I had, through my IQ definitely greater then 'GOD', I gave him the look, bordering precisely on surprise, shock, and sympathy, and with a popeyishly curved mouth asked him, "What??", "Define what?" and then started staring at him, waiting for his trillion rupees smile to switch over to nana patekarsque anger, but instead got a sheepish smile, and a look bordering very precariously between, a no-teeth harmless and cute, childish smile, to again a no-teeth harmless, but well studied, experienced smile of an old man. And very calmly, he asked again, "yes my dear, can you define the things, that will constitute your everything? Do you want every single penny that will give you power to buy all the things, money can buy, or would you be happy to have every single nation under your flag, or having every single present, past and future living being as your slave will satisfy your need for everything?? Can you in the world define what constitutes your idea of everything?"


Hey, now thats insane, I asked for a simple, plain, no-nonsense thing, everything! If you dont have enough powers, or courage, then please, dont try to fool me into these stupid definitions. Hey hey hey, whats this weird laughter all about? Well, was it me or him, I dont know, cant say(:O), but he left, laughing like the 'rofl' and telling me to think about it!!


Think about what, I need everything man, and it was you, who asked me for my wish, and now, all this? I just need everything........


Yep, I know, my tracks stuck on everything, and quite frankly, am not able to think what would constitute this everything!! All the money... nah, there are somethings money can't buy! All the love... hey, but can even god promise you that??? Dont know....


Well, guess my first wish would be to be able to meet someone, who can define for me, this thing that we call, everything! But once again, who will it be?? Please god, if you can help me meet, for once, that someone, life, I think the only one, who possibly can help me understand things....


Arghhh, he is laughing till now, thankfully, have stopped rolling, just smiling, dont no what, cant say why :( Hey god, I know I will be able to count your teeth as well, the day I meet life :)


And, my philosophy for life, once again....

Kuch pal hai zindagi, fir palon ka hisaab koi nahin poochega...
Ek sawaal hai zindagi, fir koi jawaab tu nahin dhoondhega!!!


nikla hoon dhoondhne jawaab us ek sawaal ka,
us ek sawaal main chupey kai sawaalon, aur unke kai jawaabon se uth kharey hue ajeeb hisaabon ka,
mil jaye zindagi, to ye sab sawaal fir nahin poochega,
mil jaye woh khushi to gamon se bachav fir nahin dhoondhega!!


Ek sawaal hai zindagi, fir koi jawaab tu nahin dhoondhega!!!

Sunday, March 11, 2007

Ek Mulaqat!!!

Ek sapna, dekha nahin tha, ye sapna socha tha, chaha tha, bas ek baar, ho mulaqat unsey, ho dil ki har baat unsey! Pooch loon dil ki har baat, har sawaal ka maang loon jawaab. Bol doon saari hasraton ka haal, kar loon har shiqayat, dhoondh loon saarey jawaab!! Kya, kyun aur kab, kahan ki saari guthiyan suljha loon, dimaag ki saari uljhaney mita loon! Bas ho ek mulaqat, aur ho har woh baat, jo sochi thi kabhi, samjhi nahin. Khul jayein saarey taaley, mil jaye har uljhan ki chaabi! Ho har mushkil ka samadhaan, mil jaye param gyaan! Bas ek sapna, ho ek mulaqat zindagi se!! Bas jiya hai ek khwaab, milna chahta hoon, zindagi se.

Zindagi main, zindagi ko, zindagi ka intezaar aaj bhi hai!!

Ae zindagi tu milegi ek din :)


Lekin kyun, aur kaise milegi zindagi?? Aur kya bata paegi zindagi?


Kabhi yu tanha akele bhi baitha karo,
Zindagi kuch kehna chahti hai tumhey!
Kabhi issey bhi toh mila karo,
Apney dil ke haal batana chahti hai tumhey!!
Kai sawaal, kuch talaash main bhaagtey ho, har waqt har ghari,
Un sawaalon ke jawaab hi toh bataana chahti hai tumhey!
Tumhey khud se, aur khud tumsey ru-ba-roo karana chahti hai tumhey!!
Mushkilon main sahi rah dikhaana chahti hai tumhey!!
Kabhi yu tanha akele bhi baitha karo,
Zindagi kuch batana, kuch samjhaana chahti hai tumhey!
Lamhon ki karguzarish hai kuch aisi,
kabhi hum tanha nahin hotey, kabhi dil tanha nahin hota!!

Main Kaun? khamkhah :D

Kaun hoon main, aakhir kya hoon main?? Ye ik sawaal hai, aur ye iska jawaab, ya shayad jawaab dhoondhney ki koshish!!

jawanon ki rifle liye, civilian begana hoon!!
nawaabon ki mehfil main, shayar dewaana hoon!

khwaabon ki chadar main, jeene ka bahana hoon!!
afsano ke maikhane main, haqeeqat ka paimana hoon!

mahayodhaon ki is jung main, lekhak anjaana hoon!
andhon ki is duniya main, dono aankh se kaana hoon!!

daud bhaag ke is daur main, alas ka nana hoon!
crorepati ki chakachaundh main, main 16 aana hoon!!!

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

A Date :D


A discussion with a friend on V-day, regarding, well my date :D


me
:
main aaj late aaya tha, 1:30 pahuncha tha office :D

friend :
ohh oo
late??
aaj??
kya baat hai??

me : haan, date maar raha tha :D

friend :
kiske saath??
mujhe nahi bataoge??

me :
bataoonga, kyun nahin bataoonga

friend :
fir batao naa

me :
uska naam hai nidra

friend :
hahhhaaa
very funny

me :
not funny, serious

friend : bahut funny naam hai tumahri gf ka..

me :
i was literally in her arms :D

friend :
oohh oo

me : so i spend some quality time with her today :)
and even now, m thinking about her

friend : gud hai

me : isiliye kuch kaam nahin ho pa raha ;)

friend : ohh
i can imagine
u must be missing her

me : very dearly
i will be mtng her again, tonite ;)
hopefully :)

friend : i can imagine...

me : don't imagine so much
acchi baat nahin hai :P

friend : hehehe
:D
m happy to knw dat u had a gr8 time
:D

me :
yep had an awesome time :D
but she is still in my eyes
m just fearing, no body else sees her

friend :
haan ab itna kaam karoge.. aur itna kam milke aaj mile ho itne time baad to miss toh kar hi rahe hoge
:D

me :
nahin meri koshish to hoti hai rozana milne ki

friend :
u cud have spend some more time with her..

me :
aur milta bhi hoon, but time kam hi parta hai humesha
ya, i was also thinking about it
but fir duniya ke taaney, u know wat i mean :D

friend :
chalo koi nahi
meet her tonight ;)
ya i knw

me :
yes, m eager to meet her tonite

friend :
gud hai
chalo, gotta go :)
u keep "dreaming" about nidra
:D