a day comes when we all realize, the realization which was always their probably, but something or someone makes you feel, the importance of it all... the worth, that it brings to you life, the impact, it is having on you and your future. glaring in your eyes, it agonisingly at times, reminds you, the bitter truths... or sweetly describes to you, the sweet possibilities.
its the days like these, which define your future, which stamp the success or failure of you pasts... its the days like these, when you feel like you have conquered the world, its the days like these, when you are made to accept defeat!!
its the days like these, when either you give up, all the hope, all the reasons, to get to another day of conquer or defeat, or you just get up, and change the course forever, and reach the place, which is designated to you by destiny, but is achieved by you through perseverance and dedication!
its the days like these, when you either become too arrogant, and spoil it all... or you take it nicely in your stride, learn a few things more, and move towards a bigger, a better and a brighter goal!!
its the days like these, which segregate winners from whimpers, and decide what some people call... fate!
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Wednesday, April 08, 2009
Fiction
she was running frantically, her heart pacing to keep up with the blood flow... she was sweating heavy, all her clothes wet by sweat, her blue slippers had turned red, blood trail from the injury on left feet she suffered on course of this escape was making it a cakewalk to trace her... the dark on this stretch was particularly frightening, it was becoming harder for her to run any further, she was feeling weak in knees, her brain was not responding to anything... horrified, she had even stopped looking up to the heavens, the dark cloudy sky was making her even more petrified... all her prayers were begging for one angel soul!!
from a distance, she could hear some voices, with all the energy she was left with, she ran towards the voices... the air was clearing, she could hear some familiar words, the dialect was also like her own... a bit of an accent, but very local... she could now see a group of youths walking on the road, probably coming back from some party... all were looking like those familiar people, the ones she is so comfortable hanging out with...she thanked god, and shouted out to them... angels, she would have thought, guys she said at the top of her voice, before falling flat on the ground... the one with dimple on right cheek resembled so much to her cute friend, the one who once professed having a crush on her... she felt in safe hands, she was relieved, still breathing frantically, trying to control her heart beats, slowly coming back in shape! shadow of a bearded, frail man was looming from the dark... she got scared again, pointing her fingers in the direction she was coming from... they were quick, immediately sat in the car, and moved her away from the dangerous shadow!
she opened her eyes, dull walls, a weird smell surrounded her... it was a familiar smell, probably of a hospital? and it was paining badly also, she felt like she had been asleep for days, but whats this pain, she never felt it before!! good morning, said someone... yeah, its the hospital, the voice from the nurse... "dont worry, you will be alright, they have been arrested, such animals, god will punish them!", the nurse told her, sympathetically... and handed a letter to her, it was her boyfriends! she was dumbfounded, crying badly after reading it... Goodbye, forever! but why would he leave me, what did I do? her thoughts oscillating b/w her boyfriend, the guy with cute smile and the bearded goon... when suddenly, the nurse put on the TV, and she saw the images of the bearded goon, being flashed all over... the pain was getting unbearable, she was bleeding... she shouted, amidst realization, that she had gone through the worst she couldn't even had imagined, that bloody night... he is dead, told the news reporter, adding that police chief termed him as the real hero!! simultaneous shock waves trembled her, but before she could react any further, she saw image of that cute guy, along with the rest of the gang, being taken away... she froze!
a police officer came to pay visit to her, he had that small paper, the reason for her getting late that night... her appointment letter, which she was clinging to so dearly, but somehow she dropped it in the metro... and that poor illiterate guy, he thought it was very important for her!! ahhh, she thought, and I was running scared of him... poor fellow, and hero, coz he was the one, who saved her, from those decent looking creeps, he followed them too, on foot... saved her, a weird thought ran through, they didnt succeed in their nasty intentions, he saved her... but bleeding? it was him, who got injured, just a small cut she suffered!!
her thoughts were not clear, the bearded goon, that cute guy, her boyfriend...
she talks to them all, beards, dimples, but not to people anymore, she doesnt recognize anyone... the doctor at the rehab she is in, says she would be fine one day, but even she cant tell when!!
from a distance, she could hear some voices, with all the energy she was left with, she ran towards the voices... the air was clearing, she could hear some familiar words, the dialect was also like her own... a bit of an accent, but very local... she could now see a group of youths walking on the road, probably coming back from some party... all were looking like those familiar people, the ones she is so comfortable hanging out with...she thanked god, and shouted out to them... angels, she would have thought, guys she said at the top of her voice, before falling flat on the ground... the one with dimple on right cheek resembled so much to her cute friend, the one who once professed having a crush on her... she felt in safe hands, she was relieved, still breathing frantically, trying to control her heart beats, slowly coming back in shape! shadow of a bearded, frail man was looming from the dark... she got scared again, pointing her fingers in the direction she was coming from... they were quick, immediately sat in the car, and moved her away from the dangerous shadow!
she opened her eyes, dull walls, a weird smell surrounded her... it was a familiar smell, probably of a hospital? and it was paining badly also, she felt like she had been asleep for days, but whats this pain, she never felt it before!! good morning, said someone... yeah, its the hospital, the voice from the nurse... "dont worry, you will be alright, they have been arrested, such animals, god will punish them!", the nurse told her, sympathetically... and handed a letter to her, it was her boyfriends! she was dumbfounded, crying badly after reading it... Goodbye, forever! but why would he leave me, what did I do? her thoughts oscillating b/w her boyfriend, the guy with cute smile and the bearded goon... when suddenly, the nurse put on the TV, and she saw the images of the bearded goon, being flashed all over... the pain was getting unbearable, she was bleeding... she shouted, amidst realization, that she had gone through the worst she couldn't even had imagined, that bloody night... he is dead, told the news reporter, adding that police chief termed him as the real hero!! simultaneous shock waves trembled her, but before she could react any further, she saw image of that cute guy, along with the rest of the gang, being taken away... she froze!
a police officer came to pay visit to her, he had that small paper, the reason for her getting late that night... her appointment letter, which she was clinging to so dearly, but somehow she dropped it in the metro... and that poor illiterate guy, he thought it was very important for her!! ahhh, she thought, and I was running scared of him... poor fellow, and hero, coz he was the one, who saved her, from those decent looking creeps, he followed them too, on foot... saved her, a weird thought ran through, they didnt succeed in their nasty intentions, he saved her... but bleeding? it was him, who got injured, just a small cut she suffered!!
her thoughts were not clear, the bearded goon, that cute guy, her boyfriend...
she talks to them all, beards, dimples, but not to people anymore, she doesnt recognize anyone... the doctor at the rehab she is in, says she would be fine one day, but even she cant tell when!!
Thursday, February 05, 2009
Life is a bitch!!
Ahhh, I know... that was never my idea of life!! and believe me, its not, even now ;) Its just a plain dumb question I am asking, do u really feel life is a bitch?
We go through life, looking out for ways to overcome the difficulties it brings along, trying to shake off the jitters it gives us, reasoning out the sudden shocks it presents us with. We try to live by the moment, or some of us, try to plan out things, to ensure a smooth life... but the end goal, always is to live life to the fullest, in a way that best suits our thoughts, our philosophies. But, more often then not, life has its own ideas, its own goals for you, its own paths and its own ways... which, we probably never discount for, when deciding our own goals for life!!
How many times, have you decided, that this is what I want to achieve... and how many times, have you realized that your goals have been tossed out and you are completely in a new, different territory, a different thought process, and are forced in a direction, which you probably never looked into... at times, completely opposite to your planned path towards your set goals?
How many times, you felt that you got a new lease thanks to the sudden event that happened, or an unexpected thing that forced you to go in probably a better direction than you ever thought?
Well, an old saying goes,"Man proposes, God disposes", how many times in life you felt this to be a true statement?
Have you ever sat down, and compared what you planned for your career, and where is it headed? Have you ever sat down and analysed, what you asked for, as your life partner, and the one you got? Have you ever, stood up, and revolted, against the way you are forced to live your life, as it doesnt match to what you once promised yourself, or the loved one?
Well, probably at times you would really have done most of this, and even more... but how many times, you really think you actually realized, that what you even fought for, is not what exactly you wanted?? How many times you felt, the best effort you put in, was for balancing what life presented you, rather then what you wanted it to do for you??
A plethora of questions, overwhelming emotions, due to situations, that life presents you with... surprises, shocks and what not... life decides its own course for you, and you, just keep on following... sensing victories in defeats of your ideas, your wishes... celebrations of victories, life had over your plans...
But, have you ever really felt bad about it?? Not me, for sure, for all the decisions, of life for me, tend to fall in place... for all the new directions it give, seems to take me ahead!! Life's a bitch, but alas... I love her :)
We go through life, looking out for ways to overcome the difficulties it brings along, trying to shake off the jitters it gives us, reasoning out the sudden shocks it presents us with. We try to live by the moment, or some of us, try to plan out things, to ensure a smooth life... but the end goal, always is to live life to the fullest, in a way that best suits our thoughts, our philosophies. But, more often then not, life has its own ideas, its own goals for you, its own paths and its own ways... which, we probably never discount for, when deciding our own goals for life!!
How many times, have you decided, that this is what I want to achieve... and how many times, have you realized that your goals have been tossed out and you are completely in a new, different territory, a different thought process, and are forced in a direction, which you probably never looked into... at times, completely opposite to your planned path towards your set goals?
How many times, you felt that you got a new lease thanks to the sudden event that happened, or an unexpected thing that forced you to go in probably a better direction than you ever thought?
Well, an old saying goes,"Man proposes, God disposes", how many times in life you felt this to be a true statement?
Have you ever sat down, and compared what you planned for your career, and where is it headed? Have you ever sat down and analysed, what you asked for, as your life partner, and the one you got? Have you ever, stood up, and revolted, against the way you are forced to live your life, as it doesnt match to what you once promised yourself, or the loved one?
Well, probably at times you would really have done most of this, and even more... but how many times, you really think you actually realized, that what you even fought for, is not what exactly you wanted?? How many times you felt, the best effort you put in, was for balancing what life presented you, rather then what you wanted it to do for you??
A plethora of questions, overwhelming emotions, due to situations, that life presents you with... surprises, shocks and what not... life decides its own course for you, and you, just keep on following... sensing victories in defeats of your ideas, your wishes... celebrations of victories, life had over your plans...
But, have you ever really felt bad about it?? Not me, for sure, for all the decisions, of life for me, tend to fall in place... for all the new directions it give, seems to take me ahead!! Life's a bitch, but alas... I love her :)
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Our "Leaders"
Another day, another blast, a few more people dead, the same reactions from our "leaders". A handful of terrorists, a billion plus country, its economic capital, its crawling!! Its a shame, its disheartening, its a tight slap for us, who "choose" our "leaders", and slept blissfully... C'mon India, wakeup now, its high time we take charge, its high time we discard these menaces from society, and take the leap towards becoming a true democracy!!
Someone said, I hope that the upcoming elections bring a new strong government at the helm of affairs... High hopes, I would say!! do we see the current leadership, in the political mindset of votes and constituencies, with just an eye on the chair, and back towards the country, being capable enough of weeding out the fangs of terrorism?? we need the people of this country to unite and fight against the menace!!
What an irony, these politicians very successfully divided even terrorists on communal lines, now we have "Islamic" terrorists and "Hindu" terrorists!! Congratulations! terrorists got baptized, they got religion now, soon they will have their own gods too!!
Wtf man!! Its disgusting, to say the least... c'mon, give us a break!! or atleast urselves a break!! Dont you guys ever feel disgusted on ur own thought streams?? You never feel shameful on the cowardy acts of fooling the janta you try to enact all the time?? You never feel the need to wash yourselves of the sins of murders of so many innocent people that happen because of your inaction? You never feel angry while seeing the insane, mindless, bundle of crap, useless person you see in the mirror daily?
Someone said, I hope that the upcoming elections bring a new strong government at the helm of affairs... High hopes, I would say!! do we see the current leadership, in the political mindset of votes and constituencies, with just an eye on the chair, and back towards the country, being capable enough of weeding out the fangs of terrorism?? we need the people of this country to unite and fight against the menace!!
What an irony, these politicians very successfully divided even terrorists on communal lines, now we have "Islamic" terrorists and "Hindu" terrorists!! Congratulations! terrorists got baptized, they got religion now, soon they will have their own gods too!!
Wtf man!! Its disgusting, to say the least... c'mon, give us a break!! or atleast urselves a break!! Dont you guys ever feel disgusted on ur own thought streams?? You never feel shameful on the cowardy acts of fooling the janta you try to enact all the time?? You never feel the need to wash yourselves of the sins of murders of so many innocent people that happen because of your inaction? You never feel angry while seeing the insane, mindless, bundle of crap, useless person you see in the mirror daily?
I am Married :D
A post, on the most important topic of our current lives, "marriage", by someone really really special, "my wife" ;)
http://vidhi82.blogspot.com/2008/11/i-am-married.html
Enjoy! :)
http://vidhi82.blogspot.com/2008/11/i-am-married.html
Enjoy! :)
Thursday, November 20, 2008
random scribbles!!
khushiyaan haasil karne ka gham, hai is zindagi pe nahin isse bada koi sitam!
har lamha ye mehbooba ke hothon pe raqeeb ke naam se nahin hai kam!!
haath badao, hoth hilao, muskurahatein khud-ba-khud aaengi,
aankh dholo, dil ki khidkiyaan kholo, zindagi badi khushgawar nazar aayegi :)
aansuon se dushmani mat karna, ye gham ko nikaltey hain!!
par dosti ke laayak bhi nahin, ye hassi ko bhi chupaatey hain!!!
zindagi main zindagi se ek mulaqaat ki khwaaish hai,
in kambakht hassi aur gham ko samajhaney ki guzaarish hai!!
aaj 2 kadam humney badaye hain teri aur ae zindagi,
tu aajaye to tayyar hoon, karunga main teri bandagi!!
har lamha ye mehbooba ke hothon pe raqeeb ke naam se nahin hai kam!!
haath badao, hoth hilao, muskurahatein khud-ba-khud aaengi,
aankh dholo, dil ki khidkiyaan kholo, zindagi badi khushgawar nazar aayegi :)
aansuon se dushmani mat karna, ye gham ko nikaltey hain!!
par dosti ke laayak bhi nahin, ye hassi ko bhi chupaatey hain!!!
zindagi main zindagi se ek mulaqaat ki khwaaish hai,
in kambakht hassi aur gham ko samajhaney ki guzaarish hai!!
aaj 2 kadam humney badaye hain teri aur ae zindagi,
tu aajaye to tayyar hoon, karunga main teri bandagi!!
I am lovin it!
It has happened, and how? They start pretty early, specially the seniors around, bugging you, prodding you on every chance they get! They start even before you understand what it means, what it entails, and they continue till "you" get tired, coz. they are the pros!
Tired, I certainly was, of the constant nagging, and bugging, but surely not so tired to be forced into it... what I always wanted was, to understand the scenario myself, to know the consequences, to understand the responsibilities, to prepare for the luxuries, or the shambles, whatever it might bring!! But it did finally happen, at precisely the time it was bound to happen!
Yeah, I agree, I might have given in, but thanks heavens, I didnt have to :) It all just happened in such a perfect synch, at such perfect timings, could not believe I would ever be thanking the stars ;)
But thanking the stars, I certainly am, for I dont think it could have been any better then this... I was never told about the beauty of it all, I never expected to love it so dearly! Have you ever felt the need to pinch yourself? Ahhh, such a relieved man I am :)
Life is beautiful, even in the lows, which are few and far between, even in the mess, which is mostly at bay... life is interesting, even during the lull, which just happens when the excitement comes down a bit... life has found a new meaning, even during the phase of understanding life!!
Have I met life yet?? Am still not sure, but am sure have covered a few good steps towards it... and it has happened pretty fast, and I am surely lovin it :D
Tired, I certainly was, of the constant nagging, and bugging, but surely not so tired to be forced into it... what I always wanted was, to understand the scenario myself, to know the consequences, to understand the responsibilities, to prepare for the luxuries, or the shambles, whatever it might bring!! But it did finally happen, at precisely the time it was bound to happen!
Yeah, I agree, I might have given in, but thanks heavens, I didnt have to :) It all just happened in such a perfect synch, at such perfect timings, could not believe I would ever be thanking the stars ;)
But thanking the stars, I certainly am, for I dont think it could have been any better then this... I was never told about the beauty of it all, I never expected to love it so dearly! Have you ever felt the need to pinch yourself? Ahhh, such a relieved man I am :)
Life is beautiful, even in the lows, which are few and far between, even in the mess, which is mostly at bay... life is interesting, even during the lull, which just happens when the excitement comes down a bit... life has found a new meaning, even during the phase of understanding life!!
Have I met life yet?? Am still not sure, but am sure have covered a few good steps towards it... and it has happened pretty fast, and I am surely lovin it :D
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